Comming Soon

Comming Soon
I put a lot of energy into this draw, of course it's unfinished, but I want to make it as good as i can.
I guess i won't give this one to anyone, it'll be the first draw i own by myself :D

# Posté le mercredi 05 août 2009 16:47

Modifié le samedi 08 août 2009 05:42

Apathy

Apathy
I'm walking down the cold streets and feeling nothing but an obnoxious and disgusting apathy. People around me are watching me with their red eyes, enlarged pupils, who can see nothing except the things they do wanna see. Their view towards the world is twisted; they see the way they wanna see. Their distorted physiognomies, dirty and tattered clothes looks totally the same as their rotten souls. They make me feel qualmish. I'm trying to barge through the nasty crowd but they grab me by the hand, blocking my way to freedom and want to pull me into their dirty crew.

With each attempt to escape, I feel their breathing on my skin, I feel the smell of their rotting thoughts and it suffocates me. I feel I cannot breathe and everything around gets blurry. I close my eyes, I feel the hands keeping me, hard nails, tearing my skin, and the sounds of the ugly laughters. Finally I got free. I know I can never let myself to become one of them.

I'm watching the crowd from the distance. Their movements - like a dance Macabre, this grotesque view is kind of beautiful. Like a ruin of mankind, the self-destruction, which is the irreversible process.

Streets are empty now, with only a few passengers. I see one of them, leaned on the falling wall, following me with a derision on his face. At his feet - the pool of blood of and a little dead body of young kid.

Further - the empty square, as I thought first. I took closer look and I saw dancing corpses shaken by electricity. Once they were people, once they were alive, but they have destroyed themselves, now they remain to serve others.

I am full of anger, which destroys me. I see white and blind eyes, I feel the pain, anger, despair and the desire to escape from this abyss, while I am still not a part of it.

I feel like I'm the only one remaining, who still has a healthy mind. All other embryonic thoughts reminds me a desperate wish of a child to stand and make first steps. The child, who lies now on the cold floor, with his eyes full of blood. Just because he wasn't blind.

# Posté le dimanche 14 juin 2009 13:42

Insanity

Insanity
This was inspired by the photo of JETSAM XIII
The rights of this pic belongs to him ^^

He was wearing a mask. Nobody knew whether he wished to hide himself, or the mask was already becoming his real face. One fact was obvious: he was the one who grafted a new sense, tangible by sensory organs to every human being – inhumane, enchainig fear. He was not a human. Nor an animal. The space of his existence involved both living and dying worlds. And nevertheless, he was ... dead.

According to the horrorful legend, he will come to mankind when the demolition will create a chaos which is the source of energy for this mysterious monster. He enjoys watching the flames licking naked bodies of sinners. He is playing with his beloved toys – guns. He can use them as skilfully as no one else. One perfectly made cross-section and he has a pulsating heart of the human in his hand. He has an addiction. As ungovernable as unmanageable he is by himself. An addiction to human body and soul. While he is sectioning the bodies, soul is incarcerated into the mask. Thousands of souls are sleeping into the mask, thousands are waiting for an imminent end with a terrible fear into their veins...

Kyouki. It was his name. Madness, confusion and ecstasy. Havoc, which is caused by this insane monster and the ecstasy he feels while monitoring the last death throes and the last breath coming through an ugly body of a human. Nobody knew what his true name was. It was the secret just like his face. There was only obvious fact about Kiyouki: he doesn't know the feeling of mercy. He has no feelings but a big suffering. He is the physical expression of insanity. For many years, it was expected that this is only a legend, but Kyouki has appeared ....

Chaos. The sky, which no longer exists. It has burnt. Everywhere dominates the darkness and confusion, which overwhelmed all the humanity. Flames, beating bodies, blood pouring by the hands of a friend. Screams. Mothers gutting their own newborns. Distorted smiles, caused by the convulsions and death throes. Existence is based on cruelty. The ideal matrix for him. For Kyouki.

And here you can see this horrible monster, creeping down the mountain .His movements are strange, he is strained to the ground and you can feel a terrible fear he spreads. His eyes burn with fire, his lips are slightly open - he prays, but his pray is addressed to the gods of death whom he created by himself. This pray sounds like the curse. A curse to humanity.


He came here to punish, he came to satisfy his own desires and liberate from this inhuman addiction caused by the inner laceration of his soul. When Kyouki appears the chaos was suppressed by fear. Distorted physiognomies, dirty ragged clothes and the dead silence. Terrible stink that suppressed the smell of blood. Infernal heat and stench. People who saw the mask, fainted on their knees, but they were not able to release any, even slightest sound. Their vocal chords were locked. They wanted to scream, but their efforts were fruitless. Lots of mankind representatives were lying in the dirt, trying to scream, but they were suffocated. They were trying to stand up and flee, but madness and fear stumbled them again into stinky mud.

Kyouki watched all of this unfortunate confusion from an ice-cold mountain slope. He came to punish doomed ones. They were born in sin, in sin they will die.

Monster delayed. He enjoyed the view, enjoyed the sense of mastery. He was trying to manage indescribable desire to attack, he knew that there was no need to rush. He liked to monitor the suffering. Just like he liked the fact of his own suffering. This was the only familiar feeling to this masked creature. Monster jumped...

He grabbed the first victim. Butchered it until the flesh becomes shapeless. Then grabbed a few more. One of them was a child, the only one who was able to scream. Soul, which was strong enough to suffer the chaos. Kyouki was annoyed by this screech, so slowly, with his long fingernails, he tore little child's throat. He took the still beating heart and throw it in the dirt under his feet. He cut out the lungs of other victims. Looked like he admired the physiology of qualmish creatures called humans. .

The ecstasy started to penetrate through Kyouki's veins.. Madness, living in his body was satisfied. Monster felt satisfaction. It was not human feeling at all. This was an expression of suffering, which he adored in an extremely strange blessing. He starts laughing. That laugh was terrible, it was the voice of chaos.

Kyouki attacked again. He destroyed everything he met on the way. It was his celebration. He used his small toy weapons, they were the only love to him. If that feeling can be called love at all.. Again, this is an expression of suffering, attracting to play his bloody game. Slope turns bloody. All the rivers turned into blood. Kyouki was raging. He was tearing, killing, laughing, and butchering human bodies, throwing their hearts at his feet ... He was burrowing to the ground, and listening to heartbeats. He was counting the seconds. He was searching for a new life that he could take away. The soul, which could be imprisoned into his mask ....

# Posté le mardi 24 février 2009 16:05

Modifié le mercredi 25 février 2009 14:09

What is tolerance these days?

What is tolerance these days?
The word tolerance has a special meaning in my country. It is irritating, annoying, making people nervous,twists phizes, irrigates palms and encourages to protests. ( "What is preaching here ? Ah, you see, a clever one.")

What can we respond to illiterate, who says: "Don't dare to laugh at me, you should look at me seriously. You should approach me as a serious partner who can make a firm debate." Eight classes of mature mind isn't scrubbling to speak strongly on various issues, and you can never dare to have doubts about him! He is very dignified and sensitive.
Therefore, we must listen to him patiently, otherwise we can be accused of lack of tolerance. Anyway, after all, everyone can have their own opinion.

Overall, the sense of tolerance speaks only at the level of conscience. It gives a respect of approaching to the other person and the respect of his view. In other cases, tolerance is vacuous. For example, someone believes that two plus three is six. After all, we won't be very tolerant, if we do not give a permission to construct bridges and houses to individuals like that. What kind of tolerance it will be, if I don't say that he is wrong?

After all, even the state cannot be tolerant in all the matters. It must defend every citizen from the aggression and, if necessary, even use a force. In this case, there is no tolerance or respect to perpetrators. What can we say about a tolerance, if we cannot tolerate many things which are surrounding us. Thus, we can say that the phenomenon of tolerance doesn't exist at all.

Now, in particular, it is popular to raise the question of tolerance to at the schools and in the media. However, no matter how much we would be able to argue what tolerance is - a virtue, vice, or a myth - it is the subjective opinion of each individual.

Anyway, Lithuania used to be a tolerant country - 1563m. Government adopted the first European privilege which granted equal rights to profess, and the publications of any religion. And now? Can we call ourselves as tolerant ones, when we're guiding by stereotypes created by some assholes, who said that Gypsies are thiefs, homosexuals should be cured, the other race should be exiled far far away, and every different person on the street should be brought to reason.

Now the world expresses tolerance as the beginning of peace. UNESCO's Constitution, approved by 1945 November 16., reads: "peace is possible only when it is based on the intellectual and moral solidarity of mankind." There is also UNESCO on 16 November published as the International Tolerance Day. But what this day means if we can see the a lot of walkers around the streets who a full of ideas of nationalism. They're ready to "clean up" the country from the strangers. Lithuania is the leader of Europe. Unfortunately, at their intolerance, not at the level of intelligence.

"What is tolerance? This is the outcome of humanity. We are all full of weaknesses, so forgive to each other - this is the first law of nature. "[Walter]
Doesn't these words sound funnily in our society, where individual interests are not respected in full, and crowds has the decisive word. I think it's the time to all the intolerant individuals to get silent and stop raising their ego which are bigger than the American skyscrapers.

Tolerance - this is like a social outcast lame asking for charity. It is our decision what kind of fate it will have. We are able to please our "I" by making a very big job - to give charity to tolerance, but we can give a push and go further. We can ignore at all. After all, everyone has the right to choose.

# Posté le mardi 17 février 2009 14:47

Modifié le mercredi 18 février 2009 14:04

To the TOP for the BEST!

Short introduction:
Name: Lina
Country: Lithuania
Birth date: 1989.01.15
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There goes my definitely
favourite commercial ever! xD

# Posté le mardi 17 février 2009 12:02